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so many things, one little post

2008-12-01T00:27:00.003+08:00

This is for deirdre who intro me this webbie, and hm who asked me to post >.>
sry for being this late heeh.

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Mj uses judgment to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not her heart. She is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone.

The circumstances when Mj does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough to tell her off, she will not be sorry about it later. She puts a mark in her mind when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far. She is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All her conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. She is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, she has poise.

Mj will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. She would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, she will show her love by the things she does rather than by the things she says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because she feels her mate should already know. The only exception to this is if she has logically concluded that it is best for her mate to hear her express her love verbally.

Mj is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to her, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of her sound judgment. She will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. She will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and she will always ask "Is this best for me?"

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Mj doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Mj will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with honor and dignity. Mj believes in her ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. She has a lot of pride.

Mj will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!

In reference to Mj's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Mj slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project.

She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Mj can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Mj is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Mj basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.

Mj is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.

Something is incomplete in Mj's life. She feels frustration relating to her physical needs and desires. Somewhere in her life there is some disappointment, non-fulfillment, and interruption. This is very likely to relate to Mj's sexual needs.

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Mj has no white space or margins on a typical sheet of paper. Mj fills up every last inch on the top, right, left, and bottom. Hmmm. If this is true, then Mj has a very aggressive personality toward others and quite frankly lacks a bit of respect for the space and property of other people. I would be surprised if Mj just comes into someone's home and helps herself to a drink in the refrigerator. This can be both an obnoxious personality trait and it can be assertive and effective in getting what you want. There isn't much fear of getting in trouble here, Mj finds plenty of reasons to break the rules and get in trouble. (Okay, perhaps when she was younger, not anymore?) Basically, people with no margins are a handful.

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some are wrong, and some i feel just expose me =.=
oh well.

below were some stuff i wanted to post since long ago, but being who i am..
i shall just chuck everything into a post again =x

"The Girl Who Leapt Through Time"
This is a must watch, its so sweet and meaningful haha.
although the ending was "ahhh! show me more show me more"
pretty much agitating i must say.

Recently, my dut has been really sweet and gentle. a big O_O!!
I remarked to my mom that and she replied "yi ding shi wo men zhe mo ta dao zhe yang"
which after going lolol.. realised might be very true LOL

ha.

a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! to my grandma =D
have a blessed year ahead~

you knw, we have the same birthday. just that she celb the chinese one and me the eng.
really quite qiao..

and lastly,
i miss u my sugarmuffin ^^
i wonder if we can go out at least once b4 u fly for taiwan .__.
dont worry! im sure u'll enjoy ur self there loads heh heh >D

ja, time to write my resume.

de wa ASHITA!!
(one of my fav jap word recently yay~)

randomness

2008-11-21T18:54:00.002+08:00

you are khaki

Your dominant hues are red and green, so you're definately not afraid to get in and stir things up. You have no time for most people's concerns, you'd rather analyze with your head than be held back by some random "gut feeling".

Your saturation level is lower than average - You don't stress out over things and don't understand people who do. Finishing projects may sometimes be a challenge, but you schedule time as you see fit and the important things all happen in the end, even if not everyone sees your grand master plan.

Your outlook on life is bright. You see good things in situations where others may not be able to, and it frustrates you to see them get down on everything.
the spacefem.com html color quiz

its decided..!

2008-10-26T16:36:00.000+08:00

Thou shalt be named..
OSHERE

'happiness' in hebrew

2-in-1 post

2008-10-25T17:02:00.003+08:00

paitience?

kyah!! after ordering the doll.. the wait seems so long!
although i counted 2-3weeks, when the person finally called and told me it will deliver by the end of the mth = 13+more days?, i couldnt help but feel more impaitient. gee..

so i did wat i could and went around sg collecting stuff for customization xD
it took like over 3hrs just to get one fabric D:
and i almost lost hope of finding suitable fur to make the fur wig. haha, chinatown and spotlight is the best <3 although u still must search like crazy @@
**tiptip, always make sure to comb thru shops b4 buying anything. seriously. and the stuff u want might actually just be at ur nearby mama shop heh

made the first jacket already (gazette style) lala~ when it comes.. BYEBYE school! LOLOL.
*i hope none my grp ppl are reading this :X*

now to pass time.. i have been reading almost anything related to bjds. so that when it comes im 100% prepared hohoho! now i know what the feeling "pin for something" really means..

operation naming MO

the name stuck (did i mention this b4?) n i really feel like calling it MOE just to be different. =.=
sounds pretty awful though, my mom said it sounds like "no hair"
i wanted "Bliss" but it sounds lame in english. so i checked out jap and guess wat it was xDDD
"Shifuku"
omggg! at first it sounds fine, den it sounds like a string of curse words haha! i think u can figure it out on ur own HA.

So i checked out stuff like gemstone meanings and names, flowers and even baby names website for kicks.

I really like UNAKITE- [promotes balance and emotional stability. Transforms negative emotions into positive ones. A grounding stone.]
checking its pronounciation though.. you-naw-kite.
if its japanese style i guess.. u-na-ki-te? pretty cool heeh.

Anoter one was Viscaria - [Will you dance with me?]
so nice!! reminds me of ballroom ^^
its a flower name btw.

lasty, dont go to websites trying to find name for a babe.
Take my word for it.
heehe, found sth amusing though : MARLON - [Little warlike one origin: American]
CUTE xD
AND LAWL : DEIRDRE - [She who chatters origin: Irish]
omg freaking xDD

here i thought their names were probably not inside since they are so uncommon

..lets see now...

(although the last few letters are diff this is for u dear!)
TIFFANY - Appearance of God origin: English (woah!!)

CHIN JIE - no chin :<
JIE - Pure origin: Chinese

JING XIAN (this one also dont have but..)
JINGJING - Perfect essence origin: Chinese
thus JING will be.. half the essence? LOL

BOON ENG - no boon no eng :X

MAO JIE (woah not bad)
MAO - True Center origin: Japanese
JIE - Same as cj abv

KAR HWEE (oooh?.. although there was none but a few things start with KAR)
KARA - Dear origin: Italian
KARE - Curly haired origin: Scandinavian
KARI - Pure origin: Scandinavian
==i think kare the most accurate hee==

KELLY - Bright headed origin: Irish

The other girls cant be found.. geeh. cant mock them ><

and lastly, mine is..
MING - Bright origin: Chinese
JIA - Family, Kin origin: Chinese

how chinese i am x__x
at least my family doesnt need to worry abt blackouts HA

kaes. long post!
taa

always too lazy.

2008-10-18T15:45:00.002+08:00

i mentioned posting pictures but i find myself so lazy to do so =X
some random pictures i liked throughout the trip. shall post the rest ltr on. haha, goodness! i realised i dunno how to add comments to the picturse O_o the link is so messy...

yea anw, im so happy! i finally managed to order a doll from dollzone <3
altho it wasnt the orginal doll i wanted. i am still so happy!! you cant always have wat u want afterall yeap. ahh.. in fact, im so excited now i wonder how i will be able to focus on sch work @@

i actually had a dream about it! LOL

this is the doll im gonna getttt >w<
at first i wanted the tanned one(mo-3) but i heard that dolls turn yellow when they are old. and tanned ones turns green.. eeh.. i kinda dont want my first doll to be green in color. lolol >.>
its an MSD, hope my 2nd one will be a SD ^^

[http://www.doll-zone.com/showproduct.asp?id=38] the weblink to mo! (mo-2)

for some reason, i've been hearing the name Mo alot recently. And it stuck to me.. i DID think about naming him "Raeven" or "Rav" at first- cause that name has alot of meaning to me. but looking at him now, i realised its kinda mo-ish. eh.. maybe when it comes i'll just call him "Moe" lawl. wat an attempt.

all depends when i really see him then! KYAH~ i cant wait. she says it'll take less then a month, more then a week. so im guessing 2-3weeks? and GEE. i think she's ripping me off but oh well. desperate time = desperate measures hmm. gah..!
please let this be okae *_*

back from japan!

2008-10-08T11:09:00.002+08:00

JAPAN BANZAI!!

overall the trip was great fun <3
met alot of new ppl and i really hope we can cont to keep in touch ^^

basically we went to shizuoka, nagoya, hamamatsu and a little of tokyo and aichi.
pardon my spelling if its wrong..

many great memories, although didnt buy as much as expected o_O
there was really very little shopping opportunities, and even so, little of wat i wanted to get T___T quite sad on this note.

on the other hand, we had fun at onsen, the looooong mountain climb, cycling ard a lake (big enough to be a sea), picking fruits and so on. Phew. Im telling ya, the reason why japs are so fit is cause of the amt of walking they do each day.. OMG man! I stayed there a week and already so fit. Imagine 18yrs of ur life there.. The weather in autumn is freaking comfortable!! u can walk on and on w/o feeling tired or sweaty ha!

Next time if we go jap guys, im pretty sure we can understand the train sys and take to where ever we want. Learn how to push already right! >3 oosh arh!!

Im surprised im blogging, but actually i just wanted to say sth =x
But felt bad if i didnt mention a little abt the trip since it was so enjoyable heeh.

Yea anw,
(to whom it may concern..)

i just hope there wont be any status or wat not from now on kae? Just know
that i'll be there for u if u ever need me. No hard feelings yea.

well then.
dont scratch ur head out thinking its u if u arent sure, its probably not u xD

till den, cheers mina-san!

its geting dusty here..

2008-09-16T19:06:00.003+08:00

wow, everytime i want to update i swear whatever i wanted to blog originally is always forgotten.. i seriously think my memory is sometimes shorter then that of a goldfish =x
which is 3seconds if u didnt knw. hah!

*n.b. i still win joyce though xD*

then just a few stuff!
SEM 2 is over! PIANO EXAM is over!
FREEDOM is here!
yay.

so thats done, im now looking forward to:
-class chalet!
-date with darling tiff <3
-xchange trip to japan
-dekaron online
-seeing someone hoho.
-and i guess my fail letter for my piano exam

ah well. cant have too many good things at one go~
oh yea yea. i have just been introduced to erm "older" english songs recently? heard them on vids and they were so nice i just HAD to listen to the full track ^^lll

just a list of them. (ooo, many lists todae. im getting so organized :3)
-Axel Rudi Pell_ Forever Young
-Garbage_ The World Is Not Enough
-Garbage_ I Think I'm Paranoid
-The Kooks_ She Moves In Her Own Way
-The Cranberries_ Can't Be With You
-The Script_ The Man Who Can't Be Moved
-Robbie Williams_ She's Madonna
-Robbie Williams_ Angels
-Steps_ 5,6,7,8
-Story Of The Year_ Until The Day I Die
-Leona_ Bleeding Love

yupps =) if anyone is interested in any of them im more then willing to share!
okie dokie.

taa!

*edit: just realised one is quite new song lol.*

!!hell is over!!

2008-08-08T13:33:00.002+08:00

*whoots*
sem1 yr 2 is finally finished ^^ (yea yea deirdre =.=)
left only 3 weks prj, but im sure its alot easier compared to the hectic deadlines we've had.. i think my pphy flop, gonna retake next year. Then again, i see the teacher face really no mood sia.. oh well .__.

heh, as i've mentioned.. I FINALLY UPDATED!

i forgot what i've wanted to blog so i'll just start with alphabets.
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#* *#
# # is for APPLE! apricot, adventure. Speaking of which, i think one of my fav game is neopets adventure. lawl. Another one is YSK series, rare in singapore, but really cool and well knwn in other countires haha. Its for ps2 platform if i rem correctly =)

oh yea, i love eating small sweet apples.

i knw im lame heeh >3

okae, i shall stop being random since so many ppl are complaining.. T.T

UPDaTES updAtes!
ANNOUNCING TO ONE AND ALL~
DOLLS are the IN thing now. HOHOHO! o(^ ~)v
aiya, i update pics the next time, ur sure LOVE <3

TAAAA TIME FOR SUSHI BUFFET
bicycle! bye-bicyle!~

Dear PENGHONG -grin-

2008-05-15T14:46:00.019+08:00

Dear PENGHONG.
I don't really know how to tell you this, but I'll join the monastery.
I think I realized it When I changed tennis shoes With George Bush and his wife, and I saw you sit at My best friend.
I'm sure you're Ashamed enough to understand That Santa doesn't exist.
I'm returning Your memories from the military service to you, but I'll keep Your suicide note as a memory.
You should also know that I Will tell the authorities about To hate the Boston Celtics.

Go burn,
-mojo-

How to do this:

Dear (the person who last commented on your journal).
I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___.
I think I realized it ___2___ ___3___, and I saw you ___4___ ___5___.
I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___.
I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory.
You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___.
___12___,
-your name-

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
Other - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit at
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflÃ©
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My pen pal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
Other - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbor Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an Eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family

saw this on a jrocker fan blog and couldnt resist playing =D

~minor changes~

2007-12-21T20:12:00.000+08:00

noel~ noel~ noel~~ noeeEEELLLLL!~~~
(stuck on that song yeayea)

hey peepx, been busy the past few days playing sealonline and packing for the trip to... JAPAN!!!! o(^0^)o
whoots!~
to be more precise, hokkaido.. somewhere in sapporo (i think its the capital)
yupps.
i hope everybody there wont be too cold n miss out on the fun =/
whispers: "-10 deg! i was prety optimistic till now x__X
haha, i think the EPA trip last yr made me over confident"

okaee, anw.. i must say. im a pretty good PACKER!
mwhahaha, i managed to fit in everything(my sis+mine) into ONE suitcase! with extra space to boot!!
man, i deserve a cookie =d
my dad is the best, used up 3/4 of my parents luggage just for his clothes. cute sia! arent guys suppose to pack even lighter den girls? n... he doesnt want to wear NOR bring thermals! ahh, im so worried for him D>

complaint of the day: i spent 2++ hours waxing the boots n my mom's bag T.T

GG made me so particular on this issue! i think its ingrained in me now for shiny 'perfect' boots.. or anything given to me to shine for tat matter. LOL

speakin of sealonline, i need to get 300 gift boxes! i so want to complete the quest.. >.>
darn, i KNOW i can get it done if im able to continue playin till xmas..
which kind soul can help me~~~~ hahas

Oh, changes changes!
ive always wondered what to blog abt.. and ended up with very random posts n weird stuff. lol!
so.. startin from now it'll be in themes. haha, like tat very delicious liquor chocolates *drools*
one whole post devoted for chocos!~~ etc etc~

Goin to return my frens thumbdrive now, mina-san~
sayanora!~
will be leaving tmr morn, so a early...

!!!!!MERRY CHRISTMAS N A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!
o<=D

Its been ages!

2007-12-16T16:32:00.000+08:00

yoyoyo peeps! =DD
wow, it sure has been long since i updated my blog..
just like the previous few its slowly dying.. whooo..! but i shall try to make this last longer, lol.

=Updates since the last time=
(i shall do this slowly, heehe. dont want to miss out anything)
so just a few~

firstly! THANKS! to my poly class o(^0^)o (esp the girls!)
for making my birthday so wonderful *huggies*
altho it was quite pai sei, its really great.. so touched! <3
arigatou ne!~
Andandandandandand, jh got a couple shirt n arranged my present so nicely! i like those starssss~ i love everyting! hahaha! shall be using that organiser next yr =)

btw, tat photo frame is now sitting proudly on my piano
shall post pics once my hp is fixed.. =x

Next, i bought new goth clothes.. quite cool~
those pants! yeayea~ i've been wanting them since ages ago.. n i finally bought it! YAY!
oh, for those who go to far east to buy goth stuff.. always rem to check the store by the corner first! den the other one(A****a) i shallnt name names~ but those who do buy should very well knw which.. hahas
The price differs by almost 1/3! omg!!! just imagine.. one store $210 and the other only $$150 x__x

okae, my memory is getting rusty.. shall update ltr
i go.. play SEALONLINE now! mwahahahah
it's MMORPG for those who dont knw (www.sealonline.com)
check out (www.sealfan.com) or (www.sealbox.net) or (wiki.sealbox.net) for additional info.
note that the last two are the same, just that the wiki one is sometimes more useful.lol

okie dokey~
cheers ppl!~
enjoy ur hols~~

i detest c++!

2007-11-03T20:26:00.000+08:00

bleah. u know how it feels? having tons of things to write but ur mind just goes blank? cause stupid c++/data practicals kills watever braincells i had.. haiz, when will i ever get to the point and happily say 'this question is so EASY!' and finish it in 10minutes T-T ah well, might as well share a song =D proudly presenting! "keep my pace", ending song of bleach sang by sunset Swish.

i find this song highly motivational and it cheered me up recently! haha, but maybe tat's cause i find noba(nova) cute. The stuff toy turtle seen here- his human form is cool! and since most of us dont understand jap i'll just post the english lyrics =)

One! Count and move on,
Two! Count and take a break,
Three! Count and think about it, I'm gonna move on at my pace

Time passes, it's left behind, you musn't forget my feelings of impatience
They say that reckless defiance is useless in the end, you mustn't give up
Offense! Raise your voice in painful times
Offense! Go in the direction that you're aiming for
I'm not afraid of the big wall, standing tall
I won't lose my way in this life without answer, keep my pace

One! Count and move on,
Two! Count and take a break,
Three! Count and think about it, I'm gonna move on at my pace

I don't know my real reason for learning things, losing my freedom
Giving in for a single step, even though you're called a coward, that's courage
Offense! Raise your voice, without caring what's around you
Offense! Using the strength in your shoulders, go on
Even if I can't reach out to the map of the future that's been drawn in the sky now
One of these days I'll reach out my hands, and grab it, keep my pace

Offense! You can only do it, raise your voice loudly
Offense! Go in the direction that you're aiming for
I'm not afraid of the big wall, standing tall
Even if I run away when my wishes don't come true, there's no substitute for them
The bell starts to sound out, now is the time to stand up
I won't lose my way in this life without answer, keep my pace

One! Count and move on,
Two! Count and take a break,
Three! Count and think about it, I'm gonna move on at my pace

and this version is down right hilarious xDD

~*

bliss~*

2007-10-31T18:38:00.000+08:00

lalala! imagettinghighagain!
so many things happened the past few days..
i must say, i got a new goal, aim for now =)
hope it will last till i get out of nyp.

i realised that i can really learn alot of things from my seniors and frens!
But i think i prefer caring for that orchid muyself without the help from my mom.. lol.
and it's so SAD! why does everyone say i speak chinese like an angmoh T-T
boo. my chinese is just rusty k! i'll improve soonnnnn just wait =d
heh heh heh.
speak to me more in chinese!

i just bought GACKT'S THE SIXTH DAY! so happy!!
i've been searching n waiting n saving up for it for such a longggg time.. ah~~~~ <3
shall upload a few pics on how it looks like inside soon.
heehe.. he looks just as though he popped up from some anime in this album! just the kind of guys that makes me go weeee~
Got it after we watched the 'good' movie the seeker.. i think this is a movie u should pass, the only thing worth watching was its graphics, a few interesting scenes here n there, n handsome guys =/
the idea of the snow globe was pretty cool though =]
i can imagine being inside one, funfunfun man

deirdre(hey!REITA RAWKSSSSS n ruki is going DOWNNNNNN >P) showed me this uber cool shop on the 9th floor of cine.. it sells jrock/pop stuff there. too bad it was closed when we got there. i saw all members of the gazette on display.. but reita is GONE! -poof-
vanished.. but he's so woo! veryveryverypopular. sad that i cant see his photos but at least it shows he's popularity isnt diminishing- which is just great!
gonna make a visit to it soon again~
anyone wants to go too? =)))

oh, and we saw this gothic person and she just walked past me and.... I DIDNT SEE! (even though everyone was telling n hitting me to get my attention)
-insert scream of anguish-
lol.. so dissappointed =<
everyone saw but me.. aw.
heh. fortunately, this is balanced out (alittle) by meeting my bro konrad(and after so long!) and some un/successful tripping of ppl todae. im so proud at myself for learning such new skills everyday *grins*

okae, im gonna enjoy listening to gackts unique voice
drift~~~~ <3

the KO-ed D

2007-10-27T20:52:00.000+08:00

edit~

pitter-patter-pitter. The sound and feeling of water is so peaceful.

i want a clear mind! i want to be in top form again!!
I WANT to be joyful. why is it so hard?
gah, i hate expectations and rejections.acceptance.

i know there isnt much to it. yet, i cant help whinning about things.
i shall indulge for a while =x and den snap out of it. soon. asap!

-the reminder of joy, on the road to what i hope is correct in his eyes-

ladalada..

2007-10-24T23:32:00.000+08:00

Just realised i wanted to blog alittle on todae. heehe.
Schools norm as usual and we went to mike's house to do our project work.
ended slacking quite alot at the end- haha!

Found out that huiming's extremely good at BB! omg!!
still say rusty, didnt practise.. first shot is a freaking THREE POINT SHOT!
haha, okae.. its rare for me to see a girl do one.. so it's really O_O for me. lol!

Jh says she has alot of similar furniture in mike's house.. hmm, i realise that particular weighing machine is really popular >.>
im seeing it everywhere x_X
hohoho.. huiming buang. She kept hearing that aquarium sound and even when we found out it's frm a screensaver from a laptop. She didnt get it till later when mel asked abt it. She was the one who went to activate the laptop too! oh no~ =x

oh hohoho.. heard there's a jeans with many many holes frm jh! cant wait to see it~
gonna train my arm muscles now, must be prepared for plant carryin tmr! gambarimasu~
o(\ /)

cheers~

the joy of avogardo!

2007-10-24T23:19:00.000+08:00

Here am i blogging, for the very sake of one thing!-
AVOGARDO!
lols! i must say~ it's really really nice =)
and after talkin abt it to faustin and my mom.. i realise that the way my family prepares it is slightly diff from most ppl!

Since its so fun, im writtin what i found out abt this fruit(? vege?? lol.)
heh heh.. first you have to chill it and wait till its skin turn dark green-black. Then, scoop it out and mash it HARD until its like creamy like that with a spoon and fork. Add honey or condense milk (personally, i think milk's waaaaay nicer) and stirrrrr~
TADA! super yummilicious soup! well, more like paste actually..

anw! there's another way to prepare it.. U can add sugar, milk and blend and drink like some smootie =DD
cooking it is terrible so far though.. LOL

It's amazing i'd blog abt this cause i've been having a phobia of it for over 7yrs! and now im addicted to it.. mwahahhahaa!
maybe it's cause it looks really like green tea ice cream =x
gonna eat just a littleeeeeeeeeeeee~ more of it now
wee~

soar~~~~~

im finally back blogging!~

2007-10-22T22:16:00.000+08:00

woo!
blogger says it wouldnt let me preview my template b4 i make one post.. so here i am =<

oh, if anyone has a problem with their new blogger- like u cant use those html skins from blogskin.com.. just click on the revert to classic thingy =)
those who exp this problem will knw what im talkin abt >.>
had a lotlotlot of trouble with it. gah.

ah well, since im already startin my first post. just write what im interested and focusing on now.. im...............
munching on marvelous bootilicious CHOCOS! hohoho.. there goes my diet plan to 50kg! *poof*
LOL. hmm, nvm..! diet will start tmr as it always does =))

and i just realised that blogger saves the drafts now.. wow.
that just shows how long i kept away from blogging x_X
i sound and feel so noob just saying this.. but at least its finally doing something!
I'd like to see one blogger that hasnt had their posts mangled by blogger at least once

soar~~~~